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I got off work a little early, so I walked home instead
of taking the bus. I didn't feel like waiting for almost an hour
for my usual bus to come. My bus has a strange route, it stops by
the same spot once every two hours. I don't know why they did it
that way, but I wish they wouldn't. But, I didn't mind walking,
it was a nice day out. I walked by this little hardware store that
I used to go to when I was a kid. I remember my grandpa taking me
there to buy stuff. He was the kind of guy who was always working
on something. If he didn't need nails, it was screws that he needed.
When we used to walk in the door, everyone could talk to him and
call him by name. Every now and then I go in and talk to the old
man who runs the place. He always talked about my grandpa and how
nice of a guy he was. I miss him a lot, going back to that hardware
store makes me feel like he is still around.
I walked up to my porch and realized that the kitchen
window was open. My heart starting pounding, the only thing I could
think of was someone broke into my house. I always carry a little
pocket knife in my purse, it isn't safe being a woman these days.
I pulled my pocket knife and I walked up to my door. I looked around
but I didn't notice anything different. I put my key in the door
and unlocked it really fast. I pushed the door open as fast as I
could. That way if someone was in there, I would have startled them.
I held my knife tight as I looked around inside my house. No one
was there, I searched and searched, but I didn't see anyone.
I sat down in my chair and realized that I opened
the kitchen window while I was making breakfast. It was hot in my
place and I wanted to cool it down. I felt like such a fool, walking
into my place with a knife and all that. But, you never know when
something like that happens. There could have been someone in there
that was stealing my stuff, or worse, wanted to hurt me. I know
every now and then I read about stuff like this in the newspaper. When
I get home from work, I always feed my cat Henry. I got so worked
up that I forgot to feed him. I put some food in his bowl and looked
around for him.
I didn't see him anywhere in my house. I know that
he would have been right at the bowl when I fed him. I knew something
was up, he was no where to be found.
"Henry, mom's home and put some food in your
bowl," I said looking around.
I still couldn't find him anywhere. I was starting
to get worried. I then realized that maybe he got out through the
open window. I went outside and closed the door behind me. I looked
around my yard, but I didn't see him anywhere.
"Henry, where are you?" I yelled as I looked
for him.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw something in the
road. At first I thought that it was just trash, but after looking
again, I knew it wasn't good. I walked over there trying to tell
myself that Henry wasn't laying in the road dead. I walked up to
the thing in the road and I realized that it was Henry. I was so
shocked that I didn't even move, I didn't even want to breathe.
If I had only closed the fucking window before I left for work.
If I had only done that, Henry would be alive and not splattered
all over the road.
"Henry!!!" I yelled out crying.
I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. I was trying
to keep myself together, but I couldn't. Henry was the best cat
that I have ever owned. Henry was like a child to me. I took care
of him and fed him, I even talked to him. I couldn't help but think
if he suffered or not. I hoped that he didn't get hit and die later
on. I just wanted him to go without feeling any pain. I stood and
cried as I looked at Henry. He looked so sad, as he laid there dead.
"What's wrong?" Danny my neighbor asked
when he saw that I was crying.
"Henry got hit by a car," I said crying.
"That's too bad, I'm so sorry," Danny said
as he gave me a hug.
I held on to Danny and I cried my eyes out. Danny
has been my neighbor for at least two years and I know he is a cat
lover. Danny has had a cat ever since I've known him. He is such
a nice and caring man. All men who are cat lovers are. Cat lovers
are a breed of our own, we aren't like most people. We understand
what our cats mean to us, how they are part of our lives. Cats think
just like people do, if not more than what people do. I always thought
that Henry was the smartest cat that I have ever known.
"Don't you run over Henry!" I said pointing
my finger at a car that ran over Henry.
"I think we should do something to get Henry
off of the road," Danny said as he hugged me.
"I know, but I can't do it. I can't touch Henry
now that he's dead," I said sobbing.
"I'll do it, let me go get something to put
him in," Danny said as he let me go.
I still held on to him, even though he let me go.
I then let him go, so he could find something to put Henry in. I
didn't want Henry to get ran over any more. I don't think I could
have handled seeing that happen again.
"Why don't you go over on the porch while I
put Henry in this shoe box? That way you don't have to watch me
do it," Danny said as he walked over to Henry with a shoe box
in his hand. I
walked over on my porch and I turned my head. Every now and then
I would look over to see what he was doing. I tried not to look
at Henry, but I didn't have a choice. I needed to know what was
happening to him. I'm glad that Danny was there to help me out.
He knew how to handle a situation like this.
"Where do you want me to put him?" Danny
asked as he walked over with the shoe box that now held Henry.
"I don't know, I don't have anywhere to burry
him," I said as I started to cry again.
"I have a friend that lives out in the country.
He let's me burry my cats out there when they die. Would you like
me to ask him if it would be okay to burry Henry out there?"
Danny asked.
"Will I be able to visit Henry out there?"
I asked.
"Sure, you can visit him any time you like.
It is a little graveyard for pets. My friend is a pet lover too
and he allows people to burry their pets there," Danny explained.
"That sounds like a good idea to me, but I don't
drive," I said as I dried my tears on my shirt sleeve.
"That's okay, we can take my car." Danny
said as he walked off of my porch.
Everything was happening so fast. First Henry was
dead and now we were going to put him in the ground. I wish that
he hadn't got ran over, because I would have liked to hold him.
I know that sounds gross, but I really loved this cat. Henry was
everything to me, he was my reason for living. I've never had a
pet that acted like Henry did and I probably never will again.
I got in Danny's car and we drove to his friend's
house. We drove for at least a half hour, if not longer. I couldn't
get it out of my head that Henry was dead and in the back of the
car. I felt bad that I didn't have a funeral for him, but I'm not
sure how I would have done such a thing. I'm sure my friends and
family wouldn't have came to pay their final respects. People just
don't understand us cat lovers, they really don't. I would go to
a funeral for a friend's cat if it died. But, the rest of the world
can't be bothered by something silly as a cat.
"We're here." Danny said as we pulled off
the side of the road.
I thought that this place was going to be a house
and behind it was the dead pets, but it wasn't that way. There were
white crosses scattered all over a field. It really was a graveyard
for pets, I was kind of shocked. This was exactly the kind of place
that I would have wanted Henry to be buried in. He would be out
here with the other animals. I'm sure this is the kind of place
where he would have wanted to be buried also.
"There is a shovel over there in the shed, can
you go get it and also get one white cross?" Danny asked.
I knew why he asked me to do it, because he didn't
want to ask me to hold the box Henry was in. He understood that
if I held onto that box, I would have lost it. Danny is such a cat
man, I'm telling you. I've never thought of Danny as a man that
I would like to date, but I was starting to think differently of
him. I always thought that he was gay, to tell the truth. I've never
seen any women going to or from his house. Maybe his is the kind
of guy who likes to be alone with his cats. After all, I'm that
type of woman.
"Where do you want to burry Henry?" Danny
asked.
"How about he do it in the back? Over there
by the tree." I said while pointing.
"Okay, bring the shovel and the cross and we
can get right on it." Danny said.
We walked under the tree and I looked at Danny and
then I looked down at the box. I wasn't sure what to do next. I
didn't feel that it was right to burry Henry without having some
kind of service. Henry did spend two of the best years of my life
with me. His friendship had a value that I can't even begin to think
how much it was worth in dollars.
"Do you mind if we have a little service for
Henry? I want to say a few words before we burry him," I said
wiping a tear from my eye.
"Sure, I'll put the box down so we can have
a funeral service," Danny said as he laid the box next to the
tree.
"Henry, if you can hear me, I have some things
I would like to tell you. I'm sorry that I left the window open,
I never meant for you to get out. I would give my right hand for
you to be alive. You were the most important thing in my life, I
really mean that. From the day you were a kitten, I have always
loved you. There will never be another cat that will replace you
in my heart. I hope you are in a better world now, a world where
there is plenty of catnip and balls of yarn to chase." I said
as I cried.
Danny held on to me as I led Henry's service. Most
people would have felt that it was stupid to say those things, but
not Danny. He knew that I was hurting inside and he was there for
me. Danny moved the box and he dug a hole to put it in. Danny looked
down at the hole and he looked up at me. I thought he was going
to cry.
"Do you want me to put the box in the hole or
do you want to do it?" Danny said as he held back his tears.
"I need to do it, I need to do it for Henry,"
I said as I picked up the box.
This was the first time I held the box that Henry
was in. Henry didn't feel as heavy as he normally did. All I could
think about was how his guts were on someone's car tires. That made
me sick to think about it, but that was the only way I could explain
to myself why he was so light. I looked at Danny and he looked down
at the box. Danny started crying and I let loose. I couldn't hold
back as I watched Danny cry.
"You were such a good cat," Danny said
crying.
I walked over to the hole and I put Henry in it.
I cried like a baby that needed a bottle of milk. I didn't know
what else to do. I just stood there and cried.
"I'll miss you so much Henry. I'll think about
you every day that I live. I want you to know that I loved you more
than life," I said as I knelt down near the box.
"It's time that we lay you to rest. I hope you
can visit me again some time, maybe in my dreams," I said as
I walked away from the hole.
"I loved you Henry, I loved you with everything
in me," I said as I turned away crying.
Danny then started to put dirt on top of Henry's
box. I could tell he was crying, but was trying to hide it from
me. He was feeling just as bad as I was. Well, maybe not as bad,
but he was pretty choked up about all of this. After he filled the
hole with dirt I put the white cross at the top of the grave. I
said a few more things and we left for his car. I was so upset that
my whole body shook. I wanted to go back and dig up Henry. I wanted
to dig him up to make sure that he was dead. But, I knew in my heart
he was dead. I was just trying to make myself feel better about
it, to distract my mind from thinking about Henry.
I sat in Danny's car and I lost it. I started crying
so hard that I couldn't stop. Every now and then I would yell out
curse words, cursing the fact that Henry had to die. Not only was
it that he had to die, but the way that he died. Then, I started
to feel guilt. It was like the whole grieving process was sped up.
I was feel guilt and anger because I could have prevented his death.
If it wasn't for me, Henry would still be alive today. I couldn't
get that though out of my head.
"I know this is a hard time for you. You need
to make sure that you take care of yourself," Danny said as
he put his arm around me.
If it was any other man, I would have thought they
were trying to hit on me. I would have felt they were trying to
take advantage of me. I didn't feel that way about Danny, I knew
that he was looking out for me.
"I don't know what I would do right now if it
wasn't for you," I said as I kissed him on the cheek.
"I've had cats that died, I know how you feel,"
Danny said as he wiped away a tear.
I held on to Danny and he held onto me. We were both
crying holding on to each other. We were both feeling pain over
the death of Henry. I kissed Danny again on the cheek, I don't know
why I did. I think it was because I wanted to feel close to him,
I needed to feel close to someone. I held onto him more as I cried,
I wanted to say something, but I wasn't sure what to say. I had
a hundred different feelings going through my mind at one time.
"I can't thank you enough," I said as I
kissed him again.
"You don't have to thank me, I know what it's
like to loose a cat that you love," Danny said as he held onto
me.
I was starting to feel a bond with Danny, something
that was very powerful. I wanted to kiss him on the lips, but I
wasn't sure how he would react. I know that some people fall in
love with someone that helps them. I've heard all kinds of stories
about soldiers falling in love with nurses who take care of them.
But, I never thought that something like this would bring on feelings
like that. But, I was starting to have those kind of feelings, like
I was falling in love with Henry. The problem I had with these feelings
were, I didn't want to cover up the pain. I wanted to feel the pain
so I could deal with it. That is the only way you are going to get
over something like this.
"Would you mind if I kissed you on the lips?"
I asked Danny as I loosened my grip on him.

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